intro and day one: wasting time
So today i decided to start a blog where i type about what ever i want so this is my life n story blog.
today was my mid term for scenic design for our first project was due on a Chekov play called Uncle Vanya which is a play that views an 1800's Russian estate and it residents as they struggle with what they have wasted in life. while this play was super boring the themes and the ideas really got me thinking about man vs nature and man vs human nature and how man will always be defeated by their own nature and the natural world suffers from man but man's nature helps nature fight man. This cycle is what the characters are always going through and how they wasted their life because of this circle. and that brings me to my current situation the play i have in my mind a killer design but my art talent is very, very lacking. enough so that I sat in class because we all forgot to read the play for our next project and realize how i am similar to those characters i keep working and trying to get better but my human nature destroys my own path. i want to start making videos and I am excited to but my human nature keeps stopping me making me worry about the things around me instead of saying HEY! YOUR GOING TO FILM AND LEARN TO EDIT STUFF TODAY ONE STEP WRITE SOMETHING. and that why i am here to write something and this whole idea of wasting time and circles is where I am at i feel like eve in y writing i write in a circle of thoughts because that is how my mind works I fixate on something and talk it into the ground. like now i am supposed to be reading eurydice so i can have it read but i am typing here.
any way idk what i am going to with this blog we will see how it evolves for my own needs.
i am going to continue writing things that i am interested in doing now
the heroes walk down a dusty path their brows are thick and moist. they see a person running towards them. before he gets to them he trips and falls still scrambling towards them. behind the man more figures are coming. the group ready their weapons. before the man shouts out
"UNDEAD! PLEASE HELP!"
the heroes ready their weapons and prep their spells.
roll initiative.
today was my mid term for scenic design for our first project was due on a Chekov play called Uncle Vanya which is a play that views an 1800's Russian estate and it residents as they struggle with what they have wasted in life. while this play was super boring the themes and the ideas really got me thinking about man vs nature and man vs human nature and how man will always be defeated by their own nature and the natural world suffers from man but man's nature helps nature fight man. This cycle is what the characters are always going through and how they wasted their life because of this circle. and that brings me to my current situation the play i have in my mind a killer design but my art talent is very, very lacking. enough so that I sat in class because we all forgot to read the play for our next project and realize how i am similar to those characters i keep working and trying to get better but my human nature destroys my own path. i want to start making videos and I am excited to but my human nature keeps stopping me making me worry about the things around me instead of saying HEY! YOUR GOING TO FILM AND LEARN TO EDIT STUFF TODAY ONE STEP WRITE SOMETHING. and that why i am here to write something and this whole idea of wasting time and circles is where I am at i feel like eve in y writing i write in a circle of thoughts because that is how my mind works I fixate on something and talk it into the ground. like now i am supposed to be reading eurydice so i can have it read but i am typing here.
any way idk what i am going to with this blog we will see how it evolves for my own needs.
i am going to continue writing things that i am interested in doing now
the heroes walk down a dusty path their brows are thick and moist. they see a person running towards them. before he gets to them he trips and falls still scrambling towards them. behind the man more figures are coming. the group ready their weapons. before the man shouts out
"UNDEAD! PLEASE HELP!"
the heroes ready their weapons and prep their spells.
roll initiative.
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